The Desire Of Doing O & A Levels

I vividly remember that golden time of 2011. I had a great bunch of friends back, though the best ones forever used to be together with me, discussing every bit of our lives and every type of topic concerned to our future, past, routine and etc-etc. My lot of best pals always spent school-time together specially break-time, because we often had to sit poles apart in class according to Sir Amjad’s (principal) opinion that if we sit together we would talk a lot though those moments for us were really considered significant to talk than to study. Juvenile us!  

Fatima, Weengus and Resham and I –the pals- always stood behind our class’s window in ground at break-times. From there we could capture every speck of ground-floor of school; as a matter of fact we never, ever left a single thing to get hunted of our gossips. We together used to eat, gossip, make fun and predict our lives before and after graduation and a lot more. One day, Weengus –the bug of great news- came with an idea for her future plan with an ear to ear smile. She told us that she wanted to do levels after 8^th grade. We were jaw-dropped to hear a new thing like O and A levels. Our brains required urgently inquiring for such a new thing, and then she informed us about it relating to every feature of it. Well, its kind of zenith-stupidity but I there and then made a decision to do the same.

In those times I was newly interacting with Sir Farooque (math teacher) while attending extra English classes at Alpha Institute. I was literally impressed by his horse-sense, so I told him about my decision and he thought for long of about 6-7 seconds and then he smiled and said ‘Good idea’. Subsequently, he then started to make me aware of the studies I was supposed to do for levels. In the meantime, I seldom discussed it with father and he used to take it so light that one day he exclaimed ‘YES’ to it. I flew up to the sky when I heard Baba letting me do it in future, (Wow! That feeling)

Time was passing on and my zenith-hopes were getting stronger from strong. I used to give damn certain looks about my plan; I almost uttered this decision to roughly every person in my circle.

But when time came my Baba talked me into not doing the levels?!

I was ruined deep inside. I was irrational and tensed. Baba had some reasonable reasons that I understood soon after. Because it was an order from the ‘Chief Justice’ of my home, I couldn’t do or say anything further.

However, if someone’s questions can even make me realize some positive thing in me? I would be thankful to that person. During the period in-between, Sir Farooque always used to ask me; ‘Will you be able to give 4 hours of study to math only? And some more hours to others subjects?’ Fairly, I think he wanted me get geared up mentally for it. His questions always made me fear from doing it. That proves my wills were not strong enough neither my protest to do it in anyway. We used to discuss it a lot and he always helped me get inspiration from several students of O & A levels but possibly something somewhere in me wanted to give me some bang in order to boast up my will power. And probably that was the best thing I learned from that time. That no matter what you are doing or how much hard the situation gets you always have to give your 200% of willpower, hard work and if you can’t do it, I pray for you to get the same bang of knowing ‘how to get your desires done’.

Afterthought, I’d thank both good men Baba and Sir Farooque for creating such situations which were certainly hard on me but still somehow that made me realize.

Neither Weengus, nor I did levels. 

Zaqat - charity (poem)

let's raise our hands up to pray,
To witness almighty's charity ray
We beg from Prophet (SAW) for aid
If we spot the ray, in it's light we'll fade
Oh supreme being! See us and help us
Charity is all You should bestow us
Bless me Taha (SAW) observe me
Needing, crying & requesting we are
For Your beauty's drops of charity here we are.
From Adam and Mary's age
Rasool's (SAW) Zaqat filled history page
Yasin's (SAW) beauty's Zaqat we need
That's all from Allah we plead.
The beauty of Nabi ( SAW) is unseen
To get the Zaqat of it, here we've been
After Allah, Sadiq (SAW) is the rich cast
For whom universe was stretched at last
See us and free us from all the sins
Give us Zaqat and make the poor wince.

When I'll See You Again (Poem)

And there I came for you

Was nervous- asking cope how-to?

You came, and waved your hand

With what my nervousness was banned

That it felt so mixed up

So as with tears and smiles I tuned up

I cried and smiled at a moment

& with pleasure your heart was pregnant

What was that? I don’t know

But it was a sun ray in frosty snow

While it was my inner feeling

Was warm inside but blood was clotting

I was grinning to see you again

& was cheering to see you free-Goodman

And crying for the past

A past which led a present in contrast

It was a vast minute

In that minute, my all sorrows were cut

That I started celebrating it,

Celebrating, before it happened.

Serving Poeple Typically

We all should always learn a single thing utmost, it is to be Helpful. The creator of this universe loves his creation and ALLAH always helps his formation of human beings, animals and plant life and all those additional natural stuff we observe in our every day life. Certainly the human which is the best making by our Lord is most helped. You see, that in this terrific globe we are blessed with a portion of soil to survive quietly and we are blessed with water to drink, to clean ourselves with the help of it and to water seeds which are sowed in soil so that we should consume vegetables and fruits or animals should eat plants to get fit and muscular and then we should hunt them. The universal thing we find out from our Creator at initial point is to facilitate others as he helps humans by giving them sense of humor, he helps animals by giving them intelligence of self-protection and of hunting and he helps plants by making them able to create their foodstuff themselves with his own creation of sun, photosynthesis, carbon dioxide and glucose and so far more is left to talk about His supportive nature.

The people who do work alike ALLAH that means to help out others are the factual victorious persons. Our Creator be grateful for and blesses the people who help His humankind. The act of helping the deprived humans is considered the greatest in front of ALLAH. No matter you help out somebody by spending millions on them or by speaking and writing a few good words, it has got immense rewards.

Ø  Great many great personalities have helped by revolutionizing nations, by encouraging them to fight for their rights and such noticeable models are as Prophet Muhammad (May ALLAH peace be upon him), Imam Ali (A.S), Imam Hussein (A.S), King Martin Luther, King Akbar-e-Azam, Muhammad Ali Jinnah, Chi Guevara and listing is never-ending.

Ø  The world of science has developed terribly vast in last 100 years, because of the various extraordinary people used their brains and helped us understanding this world in vivid means. Such helpful people were as Sir Isaac Newton, Socrates, Jabir-Bin-Hayyan, Jonas Salk, Charles Darwin and helping people are a lot more left to talk about.

Ø  Helping was never done by merely warfare or discovering, but there were some people who are remembered till today, who toiled uniquely not by sword or any chemical but with pens. And so the famous pen names are as William Shakespeare, Pablo Neruda, Dr. Seuss, Mirza Assadullah Ghalib & Allama Iqbal were just a few names but this list of writers has been in fact influential in cheering and helping the people to roll on exact pathways.

These were the people who made histories of doing works and assistance distinctively and untiringly. The actual topic of mine is to lend a hand but in a unique way. Believe! These scientists, leaders and writers were the people who offered their professions in new traditions and overwhelmed the entire planet with their talents. Just ask yourself? Did they do the similar effort that we do or observe our elders doing? Respond is no, because these celebrities were matchless and they understood well that if they will not do their jobs in distinct ways how will they attract people towards them and help them? This life’s authentic diagram is to be helpful for others simply. ‘A life is not important except in the impact it has on other lives’ Jakie Robinson quotes the same philosophy that I have been talking about.

Feeling responsible for the whole humanity is healthy to produce a helping awareness within you. And when you become helpful and a complete source of happiness and relief for others that is your internal prosperity which is far worthy from gold bars, cash, or some land. And so make this very first aim of life that you have to be helpful for every person out there, whether you are in whatsoever condition but you have to keep toiling to help others and make them happy. No names of man remain in this very world, until and unless he had made superior deeds for mankind and the names of helpers are always remembered, honored and written miraculously. 

                                                                                  

                                                                                                       

We Love Technology Do You?

  Technology Is the Best policy!
The above written lines must have been new to you but not for me, I have been observing on this topic since my childhood and now, when finally I reached to an absolute answer I decided to share it with you guys. As we all know that Humans have more power than technology as it lights an obvious answer that technology itself is the greatest invention and achievement of a human. Technology can not win a human mentally but it wins when we are comparing humans with its physical powers like as if you wish to have a pizza in just 30 mins you can have but it reaches your home before some processes like you call for the home delivery through phone ( technology ) then it is cooked in an oven ( technology) then it is sealed in a box properly through machines ( technology ) it reaches your home through a bike ( technology ) then afterward if you live in flats it reaches your home through lifts ( technology ). So you see, technology is totally mixed up in our daily routine/lives. We can not live without technology. My aim to write here is just that a man can not survive without technology. The word technology means techs of doing something in a tastic way and techs are just to make something shorter or these are shortcuts.
Now you must have understood the technology and its need in our daily lives. Let us come to the topic TECHNOLOGY IS THE BEST POLICY. How I say this lays an elongated and illimitable answer. If we will not follow technology we will move back directly to the stone-age from where the need of technology was birthed. If I have to go to party and I’m late and if my clothes are not washed and I’m not supposed to wash them at that moment and then let them dry in air , it will take 3 hours and if I will be having a washing machine with dryer I won’t be facing any problem and my clothes would be ready in just 30 mins.

This is my first blog here hope you liked it and please please comment either to liked it or not.

My Classic Class

Though I take two classes in a day but this time I am going to talk 'School Class'. In English, 'Nothing's Perfect' they believe. But, I , so differently believe 'Everything's Perfect' the only to be done is to Deck out that a little. I might be having a dreadful image in your mind because my thing is so change, so different. I consider my class so perfect because none can have anything which can provide you every taste but my class has so. In my class I can see an intelligent to a duffer, a confident guy but does nothing, I- want to show off my talent but often do anything with confidence, She-my best friend has a thirst to do something great and she is actually herself great but she doesn't seems to be showing off her talent, a guy we call him '32' always has an ear to ear smile on his face and he is with no worries of anything as I see he as no future. To be honest these were just a few names besides that in my class every body is 'Funkaar'.

Well the Classic Class isn't really awesome in look wise. We had a white-board some centuries ago I predict  unfortunately now we have green board all we have to tolerate is the  dust of chalk. The class itself is really wide it has four broad windows. The colour from the walls also gets off often. But appearance really doesn't matters perhaps we requested a lot for a new class but listeners are deaf I guess.

Have A Method In Your Madness

 My Internal body was working normally or maybe pretending to be so until and unless I got dual pain in my stomach and throat.  The pain was still affordable to pass on the whole day so I did not take it as a matter of course. When the darkness scattered in the sky I took place in my bed very slowly because of pain. almost half of the night passed, it was about 4 am, I felt such a great severe pain in my stomach. Now the problem took revenge unlucky I wasn't even able to walk cause of pain besides that my throat-ache was still same and I could not talk even. The next morning it was big Mathematics test, for instance I thought, if I would not be going to school today morning I'd be wrecked up and my teacher will not forgive me too neither he will listen my excuse. The situation got even worse. Soon I realized I can not stand whole night with this pain so I turned on the lights slackly and reached the medicine box and there were no tablets to kill my pain and I was cursing myself like 'Oh! God dammit now what next?' But still I didn't disturb my parents from sleep because I didn't want them to bother. I thought I can do better myself. I kept on searching half an hour for medicines, got nothing. I became so upset at that arrow of time and if anyone would be coming in front of me he/she could have been knocked down.

Finally morning arrived, I was still awake but lying on my bed to get some relaxation. Fortunately now I was pretty fine. I wasn't feeling that terrible pain and I was able to talk with not any difficult. And I was extremely happy thinking 'now I can give my test peacefully.....phew!' 

Again another interesting turn comes here. Actually I got from my bed really late and started to get ready in a slow motion. The moment I glanced at clock there and then I rushed to get ready as early as I can  because I was so late and I had to do some practice of my test too. In this whole rushing scene I didn't get time to do practice neither to inform about my pain to my 'doctor' father because I already too late.

I could not help grimacing when the pain got even worse after getting on to the school but I became hard as nail to bear the pain, still thinking 'I can handle things better myself' and the was the biggest mistake I ever did so, because if I had informed my parents at the beginning point I would not be digesting such great pain. As this whole scene emphasized me to write a quote 'Do not think when, solve the problem there and then'.

Coming back from school I finally informed my father, he bought me some painkillers(medicines) I had them and took a nap. When I got up the pain was implausibly vanished. And my brain just did that 'I can handle things better myself'.